The last poem

DISTANCE
by Jannah deloeste

How can I keep my tears from falling,
when I am sure than I am longing for nothing?
How can I keep myself from pretending,
when my heart keeps on weeping,
How will I know that it’s time for me to say goodbye?
When I’m far left behind.

Why you let me feel this way?
Why you let me fall for you?
Why you make things harder for me?
Why you’re hurting me?

Are you happy now that you
captured my heart and will just run away?..
I want to spell it out, but my prides holding it.
Now tell me, how will you help me to figure it out?

I Woke up today, thinking of you.
And it makes me think of the past that we had.
The two of us that didn’t last.
I want to burst into tears now..

You know I love you.
And you make me feel that you love me too
But then everything changes.
I thought you are the one who Will love me,
but you didn’t stay the way You are.

I already give you the priority,
but you just throw it away.
You’re quite insensitive!
You left a cut in my heart.
You left me in despair.

I have run so many miles away from you,
but still I can’t escape it.
I know Its only the time that can dry my tears.
I’m tired of this endless pain.
“It’s like climbing the slide
and then sliding down the stairs..”


I’m tired of thinkin’ if you still there for me..
It’s like knocking a hundred doors,
unsure if you’re there..
and if you don’t love me anymore,
the door is open for you to free yourself!

coz I think i maybe better off alone.
far from you..

a walk to let go..
a run to hide..
a love cant fight for..
a love unreached..

(this is the last poem i wrote. hope u like it.)
anyway..thanks for the last rose..

Purpose Driven life

I really love this book by Rick Warren.
let me share you what i wrote in my jotter.. hehe!

-Why should God give you another day.. if you are going to waste it?

-Love leaves a Legacy.

-You can make more money, but you can't make more time.

-You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving.

-Grow-up instead of grow old!

-The truth will always set you free.
(but first it may make you feel miserable.)

-Why do we afraid about truth?
..it points out our sins.
..rebukes our sins.
..expect to change.

-Always being in the spotlight blinds you.

(here is what i love most
-->>)- Dont waste your life in a job that doesn't express your heart.
greatest things in life are not things! "meaning" is far more important than money.